Life’s little mundane tasks.


So you have the every day job, that drives you nuts. The coworker that seems to be the boss’s favorite. You got passed up for the job because of a glitch in the system. No small relief when that employee didn’t get it either.
The kids come in with a ton of homework and complaining about teachers.
The house is covered in mud and dust the youngest is a class act mud pie maker. The dust is because you haven’t been in the house for the biggest part of two weeks except for meals.
Laundry is stacked to the ceiling because the repairman didn’t show for the washer.
You are ready to scream when you burn the best taco casserole ever.
Hubby comes in with news of a new job cause his company is shutting down. But he will go in at a higher wage and a company car.
You fight getting the kids through homework, baths and for your teenage daughter the drama of her first boyfriend.
By the end of the week. Things are beginning to fall in place. Laundry is done hubby went and bought you a new machine. The job came through for him.
The kids are scrubbed and daughter has moved on to something reasonable horses again.
You sit down to a shoulder rub and a glass of wine. And a phone call that tells you the coworker that gave you fits walked out with the copy machine repair man.
Hubby puts his arm around you gives you a kiss as the kids yell yes that you are the greatest parents ever because vacation is Disneyland.
Such is the daily mundane tasks.

First load for new Company.


Life knows how to kick your rear end. Then laugh at you as pick yourself up off the floor.
I am sure you folks are all tired of hearing/reading about what’s going on with the van. But time  for an update. The company I went two work for cost me money. Took one to just outside of Detroit and had to deadhead home. (Deadhead the act of going to or from a shipper or consignee without a load to help cover costs.) I dead headed to Elkhart to picked up going to Detroit. No freight coming back so I get back to Gas City and get sent to South bend to go down into Tennessee and they dead head me home over five hundred miles. Then on Tuesday they send me to Huntington to Joliet Illinois. They brought me to the yard in Elmhurst Illinois and couldn’t get me a load out of Chicago going anywhere. That was the last straw. At that point I was making about twenty-five cents a mile. If they had stuck a load of anything on me it would have been better. I quit that afternoon before I even got to Lafayette.
So hubby and I both knew of a company and I called and was hired the same day.
So I have been sitting in Toledo in orientation for two days this week. And  I have already delivered my first load. It looks a lot better sitting here than a week ago.

So depressed I could just cry.


It’s the last week of school. That I am so thankful for I can’t hardly see straight.
3 chapters of law and ethics to do.
480 point test in Coding.
and I don’t feel like my writing is going anywhere.
What I’d really like to do is just lay down and cry.
But that isn’t an option, I still have laundry, and dishes.
and I can’t even get anyone to say BLEEEEEEth to me.

It hurts me to lose friends.


Time for a rant again. I did something tonight I didn’t want to do. I ended a friendship.

I have tried for the last 10 years to be a good friend to a person that only wanted what she could get.

I have tried time and again to keep her friendship. Friendship to her turn out to be when it was convenient for her.

When I said something about it. The only thing she could do was give me the cold shoulder.

So today I tried one more time. I called twice (she never answered my calls any way) and sent her a message on Face book when I saw her on line.

When she turned it off and wouldn’t acknowledge me. “I won’t be treated like some kind of rock she can walk on. I”m done.”

No one has so many friends that they can afford to loose one.  But when you have prayed over it for almost five years.

I’m done turning the cheek so I can get beaten black and blue.

I guess I was naive to think she was a friend to begin with.

Goodnight and May you have a better day Than I have had.

Blessings.

Not Gonna do it.


I quit, I not responding to anymore political religious, or contraversial items any more. See every time that I do. I end up in a fight with my friends, family( Jason) so if you don’t like what I put on my page . You can black ball me(Unfriend) or just ignore me.

Truth is I am tired of the crap I’ m getting from several people (not just you Jason)
So I quit from today on my pages are well no longer have any thing to do with any of it. 
And this in its self will make people angry.
I’m tired of liberals conservatives telling me how wrong I am.

So tough it  out alone .